Pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so freaking pissed now...

just on sunday i discovered that my uni had sponsored the Greeniz thingy (which i originally wanted to go but then cuz it costs RM400,and not inclusive of air tickets so i went for the conference instead...) We year 2 students weren't informed, for some reason.If i had known, i would have foregone the conference.I mean, how often do u get a guided tour of the forest area?

Then today i found out from our co-ordinator that the HIV conference is fully sponsored by the school and the person in charge kept calling her up to ask whether anyone was going.#%@$^#@&% i wanted to go okay, if not bcuz the stupid president didn't even bother to ask around,instead just askin some of his 'close friends' and since they didn't show interest, assumed that all of us didn't want to go.Some more when i asked him about it after i came back, he was like discouraging me from asking further, saying it's a non-selective forum la, boring and he thinks its over d ..Stupid me didn't bother to ask somemore, if only i did.. -.-'''

Come on la, do your job okay? u think the freaking post comes to u for nothing? just because u do one or 2 activities in a year, u think ur contribution has been damn great is it?I don't even know who elected you there in the 1st place..Somemore so fat hao..

And now i discover that they're sponsoring another international trip..At first, they say it's self sponsored, so I didn't attempt to interview for it cuz it's a bit too heavy burden for my parents.but now, i feel like kicking myself for not attempting.Shld have just don't care abt the money and get the position first.At the risk of sounding arrogant or anything, I know i would have done better in the interview than one of them who got selected in the end..